my blog.. so i post my most most most frank feelings and thinking now.
i have 3 besties during my seconday sch time.
nono.. i think now on.. i shld use ...
i had 3 besties during my seconday sch time.
maybe because of the environments we move to after sec sch or the diff ppl we mixed w or our characters and mindset or time or whatever shit,
we drifted more and more and more.
this kinda entry is pretty often seen in my blog hur?
yar.. so i think this gonna be the last.
I THINK.. they dont understand the theory of "give and take" in relationships.
they dont know how to appreciate.
the effort and hopes i have are drying up.
I FEEL.. the 6-7 years of frdship..
they dont understand my character and my likings at all.
they are like stones and rocks.. no changes can be seen in their lifes, while the ppl ard them and the environments ard them are constantly changing and improving.
they seems to be living in caves and mountains forever.
it is as if they are staying in their own world. noo.. they are alrdy.
whenever i need them, they are nowhere to be found.
maybe they can be very good scriptwriters.
cos they are experts in making excuses, slacking and lazing ard which means they have plently of free time, they have kinda good imagination and creativity cos they are so lack of exposure to the real world that they think they are living in fairytales and they dream and dream instead of living it.
all these may sound so sarcastic and offending.
but they are jus what i think and how i feel.
well, in another way,
is it my fault tht they make me think and feel this way?
then who is gg to feel sorry for my effort made so far?
i am not trying to ask for a return or more.
just reflecting... maybe its time to wake up and stop being so naive to think that they are stil my besties and not to spend effort which wil definitely be wasted.
*blogging during office hr hur... heeess
