Family denotes a group of people affiliated by consanguinity, affinity, and co-residence. Although the concept of consanguinity originally referred to relations by "blood," many anthropologists have argued that one must understand the notion of "blood" metaphorically, and that many societies understand 'family' through other concepts rather than through genetic distance.

personally,
family to karen..
is just a group of ppl tied up togther w the "same blood".
that it's.


parents, siblings, uncles, aunties, cousins...
they are just a title, a status, a term.
whats more??
no.


parents..
whats their expectation for their children?


she thinks..
girls dont need much education, gonna marry a man anyway.
girls shouldnt stay out late, ppl may think and perceive what we are doing outside.
girls shouldnt smoke and drink.
girls staying out late are up to sth bad.


she wants me to...
furking get a job so i dont waste her money any longer.
contribute some $$$ to the family.
be a nerd and stay at home watch show, eat and slp.
listen to every single word she says. maybe even any punctation if there is.
stay at home other than going out for sch/work.


well well..
karen's lifestyle:
spend everyday as if there is no tmr.
enjoys being w her friends no matter where or when or doing what.
yar, she loves to club, drink, smoke and stay out late.
slp during daytime instead.
all because she knows..
she cant predict what will hpn the nxt day.
she jus loves her frds and their companionship.
loves dancing and the half-drunk state.
she hates the sun.


many would think how cld i always go against my parents,
its so unfilfial.
as a child, i dont understand how a parent would feel and their worries.
but,
as parents,
shldnt they just want their children to be happy, enjoy life, experience life and support whats their child's life philosophy.


im so sick and tired of everything.
i just cant wait to move out on my own.


it doesnt matters much anymore.
whatever stuff that need to be bother.
all matters is karen's own style of living.


because of them,
i suffer from depression, insomnia and self-inferior.
whos there to help me?
no one.

stress..
more stress..
furk!

okay, i'd blog abt PMS today.
why?
cos im experiencing it now.
and i hate it!

first,
PMS stands for Premenstrual syndrome.

it is collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle.

such symptoms are usually predictable and occur regularly during the two weeks prior to menses. The symptoms may vanish after the menstrual flow starts, but may continue even after the flow has begun.

symptoms!!!

1. abdominal bloating (think more than 90% of females experience this)
2. constipation and hemorrhoids
3. abdominal cramps (same as the first one.. sucks big time)
4. breast tenderness or swelling
5. itching of breasts (can ask your bf help u if u like)
6. stress or anxiety
7. agression
8. depression (the killer!!! ..)
9. appetite change or food cravings (i know you girls hate this.. me too!!)
10. high sexual arousal (errrmmmm... yar.. LOL..)
11. insomnia (buy more eye masks lo)
12. joint or muscle pain
13. headache
14. fatigue
15. acne (this is shit!.. yet.. it loves us!..)
16. worsening of existing skin disorders, and respiratory
17. and more... and more...

well, there are actually more than 200 symptoms. sigh~~ girls' lifes are tough right???

tired.. blog abt it more when i feel like it. doesnt matter if u guys like it! LOL

a special world for you and me
a special bond one cannot see
it wraps us up in its cocoon
and holds up fiercely in its womb.

its finger spread like fine spun gold
gently nestling us to the fold
like silken thread it holds us fast
bonds like this are meant to last.

and though at times a thread may break
a new one forms in its wake
to bind up closer and keep us strong
in a special world, where we belong..

life is...
kinda messed up.
jobless.
the figure is alrdy negative.
nightlife as usual.
drink as usual.
cig crave is increasing.
lousy life..


well,
stil enjoying it.
lol
contradicting eh?
loves the companionship of my frds.
esp kenneth, jerene, kai, eve, jonnie..
and i miss.. xuelin, huipeng, val, carmen, mindy and ah xiang
heheees..
loves mos!.. second home.. LOL
omg
happy happy~~




i seriously wish tt money can drop from the sky man!
gosh!



ktv and mos later on..
whee~

*girls..

GOOD CATCH!!

interested?? dial.. 94595455

LOL

thanks girl.
love u=)

Examination Results

Student:0500717D BAY KAR YIN KAREN
Academic Year:2007/2008, October Semester
Course:DIPLOMA IN MARKETING


Entrepreneurship: B+

Global Marketing: D+

Strategic Marketing: C+

Integrated Marketing Communications: C

Integrated Marketing Project 2: B

Student Internship Programme: Pass



freakkk.. no A
only two B.
one D.. god damn!
got B+ for this bull shitting subj.. lol
*faint*
kinda disappointed actually..
=(

How often have I hurt myself
From flying away from places
How often did I tell myself
I'm not what I used to be anymore

My wings are so real
Wings so beautiful
Gleaming in the sky
No matter how strong
No wind can blow me back

I'll fly far, far away
And smile on the way
Even in the days to cry
I will fly till the end of the world
On these truthful wings
Flying to the place I've dreamt upon
Flying, to the place I long.

p.s to my dear girl.. if you are feeling down or what. pls look for me k. dont kp it to yourself. it hurts me to see you like that night. =)