dragged myself up from bed.
it was 12nn.
slept at like.. 6 or 7 am.
whole life is like upside down.
furkin down.
went career fair w evelyn.
approached by the AIA and prudential ppl.
we have the potential insurance agent looks???
not much stuff lar.. like a fruitless trip.


went back home later in the night.
the very first thing i opened my house doors,
i saw a bloody disgusting freak,
a cockroach.
well, i like stared at it, still standing outside of my hse 'retardly', for abt half a min.
damn "surprising"
so, i took out my sony ericsson K800i.. and phoned evelyn.
LOL.
she was alrdy going to reach home.
but she accompanied me.
we were like two lost kids.
went kopitiam. bought drinks. sat there... stone.
=s
then eve decided to go home w me to catch the freak.
hahaha!
like some ghost catching host show hur??
but i must say.. I LOVE THIS GIRL!
we went up to my place.
she opened the door bravely, grabbed a newspaper
and start hunting.
MS COCKROACH ELIMINATOR!
whoo~
she even waited for me to bath and til my parents came back.
hehehess...
cockroaches at home???
pls call.. 9181 ****
=D

just feel like..
im such a disappointment.

emo, emo, freaking emo.
lack of energy, motivation, confidence to do anything.
feeling damn lousy these days.
whats wrong?
nobody is there to pick me up at all.
no one i can turn to,
cos no one understand.
dammit.

i miss school!!!
i miss TP!
i miss imc, stragmarketing, global markting, entreprenuership and blah blah..
i miss my beloved sch mates, carmen, mindy, ah xiang, mae, yimei, yuwen, klara, sharon, yanshan, kelly and more!
i miss valerie soh yen lin and ong hui peng.. my furker sista!!


*feeling lost*

i love this song.. u guys will like and agree the lyrics. lol

ive got a bad omen for this new yr.
eve and first day of cny: down with fever
sec day of cny: went movie with eve, then headed down to mos. yeaa.. my fault.. lack of self discipline. i know..
third day: gathering at my hse. blackjack. i lost like $30...=(
forth day: rot at home while my parents went concert. world has changed..
fifth day: went out with evelyn. venues: sim, psb and kaplan. purpose: searching for degree courses



have been feeling so lost about my further studies.
more or less came out with a decision.
lol
going to take up a part time course from the kaplan city campus:
Bachelor of Science (Honours) in MarketingAwarded by University College Dublin, National University of Ireland, Dublin
whee!~=)



went sch on tues for celebration of learning.
it is a session to mark the end of our marketing course.
its also a session for joy and love.
i will definitely miss tp.
miss all the marketing lecturers esp dr arnold tan, mr paul ng and ms regina.
hehe..
of cos.. i wil miss ms pang kar mun who drove me to sch in the early morning and always waiting for me at the bus stop with the fear of kena fine. lol
oh ya.. and my two furker sisters, valerie and huipeng.
lol.


alright.
gonna continue my job search..