This is me;
i love to drink and dance.
yes.. i smoke.. i'm a glutton too.
i do have lust, greed and envy sometimes..
i'm such a sinner.
still waiting for God to give me a rebirth.
i'm karen.
life is about the quality, not the quantity.
Monday, December 31, 2007
Saturday, December 29, 2007
UNFORGETTABLE FRI NITE~
Friday, December 28, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
the cycle keeps going round and round.
the winner is the only smart and patience one.
the losers?
u're dumb, retard or maybe suay.
the thing "common sense"
it suppose to be a common thingy in everybody senses.
however, ironically, not every one have it.
how sad.
those who have it or u think u have it,
pls thank god for that.
for those who dont have it,
theres nth i can help seriously.
but pls.. stay away frm me.
thanks.
*and.. i thank god*
=D
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
| What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed. | |
| Paranoia | |
| GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) | |
| OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) | |
| ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) | |
| What mental disorder do you have? | |
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.
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| What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Out-Going Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever | |
| Ambitious | |
| Loving | |
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trying to say i have no sense of humor and low intelligence level=s
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
*dying in process*
currently doing on amex krisflyer card and posb everyday card.
do help if u guys have frds or relatives interested.
thanks really lotssss!
LOL
*desperate*
well, managed to get 8 sales ytd.
top agent of the day.
every team has a board to kp track of each agent's sales and to show the name of the top agent of the day.
a bit_h, one of the asst manager of the comp saw my name on the board.
she pointed at me and asked :"you are karen?"
K: "yar"
B: "ohh u are the top agent ytd?? how come i never see u b4??"
K: "hurr?? is it??"
B: "yar, at least i know u now for gd thing not for bad reason"
im thinking.. knn!!! fucking fake and sarcastic cann.
every morning i see her at the same bus stop. cant believe she nv see me b4. AMAZING!
she caught me once talking on handphone outside the office during the office hr and she did stare at me.
hurrrr.. she did know me for one good and one bad stuff.
yucks lar! to think of her face now.. super round and super disgusting.
like one oily and soured hum ji peng.
HAHAHA!
i forgot to ask her, is she blind or what.
haaa!~
anyway, work is so far so good.
jus tt freakin long workin hrs and knn-nb management.
=D
so far, got one customer wanna hire me as finance asst,
one wanna hire me as telemarketer, another wanna hire me as his asst.
then, one wanna treat me eat dinner. also one who wan me treat him coffee.
*faint*
stil have more.. but i rather forget them and erase frm my memory.
HAHA!
i really really wish the time can fly.
sigh...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
its really a chore to go to work.
drag myself out of the bed.. drag myself to work.
freaking annoying.
telemarketing is a down low dirty job.
HAHA.
some kinda high class beggar??
pleading tom dick n jerry to sign up for credit card.
abn amro credit cards.
who the hell will wan it.
sick..
so sick..
attachment..
YUCKS!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
woke up at freaking 630am.
so damn early.
cant image myself waking up at this time for 11 wks.
oooh god.
i reached my workplace ard 830am.
*karen did quite some amazing stuff these days*
LOL.
jobscope: promote the ABN AMRO credit cards.
target: 60 transactions per mth.
wtf??
and i really think working frm 9am-7pm is freaking too long.
one hr does make a diff.
i would love fri which knock off at 6.
haa..
well, overall the first day was kinda bored.
was listening to the supervisor talked the whole day.
with lots of waiting time in between.
kinda fucked up actually.
gt a female supervisor.
she isnt too bad...
but just kinda slow in her speech and naggy.
*karen has no patience
currently, missing him=)
so much.. too much...
Monday, September 10, 2007
yea.. amazing hur.
shld have reached school by 9am for the student internship prog.
well well, lin and i were late for 15 min.
hehe.. as usual yea.
below is my SIP logbook.
daily task record, weekly reflection, forthnightly e-journals, a 10-15 pg report at the end of the whole sip.
sucks.
the best word to describe how i feel.
okay, so which company am i going to??
its called Abacus Investment Holding Pte Ltd.
nice name hurr..
its basically a telemarketing comp.
*faint*
the worse thing is the long working hrs.
mon-thur 9am-7pm
fri 9am-6pm
the worst thing is..
i cldnt attend my dance class anymore cos its at 7pm every wed.
*pout*
and!!..
every tues and thurs.. im giving tuition frm 8pm-930pm
*sob*
ive counted my hourly pay..
$2.5..
"wow"
not even enough to buy lunch i think.
whatever it is.
im trying to stay positive.
this sip is very very impt to me.
as my sch results aint gd at all, sip is my only chance to get a better employment opportunity in the future.
ahh..! but.. i stil have not make enough preparation to start work just in 2 days time.
11 weeks and 3 days..
survive!!
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
First, they eavesdropped my conservations with frds on the phone.
Secondly, they secretly check my bag and stuff when im nt ard.
Now, they followed me when I went out.
Met up with victor at the coffee shop near our hse.
after some time we have settled down at the coffeeshop,
i saw my mum walking towards my direction.
i thou she came out to buy sth or what.
suddenly she came forward and talked to victor.
asking questions like.. why meet at such a late time, what we doing here, why he always ask me stay out til so late, are the two of us dating or whatever stuff..
then, i saw my dad appreared.
im was like.. wtf???
then my mum sat beside us.
more wtf...
so obvious she was like.. "spot-checking"???
hey come on, what does it means?
it might be a fruitful trip for her lar.
but to me, it was like..
where is the respect, understanding, esteem and value???
dont i, as their child deserves these??
i do can understand their concern and worries.
but this is way too much.
im sorry to say,
this family doesnt have any value to me anymore.
communication?
they never try to.. and they would nv try to.
i nearly cried in the coffeeshop just nw.
luckily victor was there to cheer me up.
*i must say sorry to victor. sry for what my mum did.*
well, what can i do now?
talk to them?
no,
no t-a-l-k in my mum's dictionary.
only s-h-o-u-t.
i really have no idea of what shld i do now.
maybe its my fault hur?
for depending financially on them.
its the money issue behind everything.
im spending their money and they think im spending far too much.
so what can i do now?
work?
save enough $ to move out?
or enough to fly overseas maybe?
they have hurt me deep enough.
tears aint enough to clean tt wound.
maybe blood do.
cutting myself is stil not as painful as how much they have hurt me.
Monday, September 3, 2007
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
so glad i have you!
she showered care and love onto me.. HAA..
recently, no appetite plus stomach not feeling well.
im only like eating one meal per day.
this sweet gal.. bought mac nugget meal for me at ard 10pm.
delivered to my hse.
at first i stil thinking why she insist coming over to my hse at tt hour.
haha.. such a sweet frd i have =)
she even bought me a chocolate coz she scared i no appetite to eat tt mac meal.
eewww~
*kiss*
haha..
after spending hours in my hse,
we went to nearby coffeeshop and she had her fav ba chor mee.
lol.
*thot we are dieting???*
reached home ard 330am.
later 2pm have services markting test and 6pm have sales managemt test.
i havent even start study.
sigh~
*pls wish me super duper good luck for my papers*
=]
Friday, August 3, 2007
lil happy crappy gal.
haha..
the gal who LOL like nobody business.
the gal who sit as if shes in her own home anytime anywhere.
the gal who laugh at the slightest thing.
the gal who miss nightlife and her fav cig.
=]
well,
went for tuition just nw.
it was as if a karma session.
my student gave me attiude.
talk to him, no reply no ans.
ask him do work, he say dont wan to do then look away begin to dream and stone.
ask him write ans, his handwriting sucks.
omg lo.
i can finally understand how my tutor felt when she tutored me when i was in pri3-4
HAH!
*i believe theres karma*
gonna change my blog add. soon
=)
Sunday, July 22, 2007
everything i do seems so wrong.
helpless.
im a burden.
in my family,
friends..
and every presence of mine is a burden.
i wanna escape.
but im so scared and lonely.
i wanna fight.
but im alrdy so tired.
really so confused now.
dont know what to do.
i felt even more helpless and weak after crying.
but i cldnt help it.
the tears just kp on flowing and dropping.
im nt numb.
just ache all over.
Friday, July 20, 2007
movie date with yimei.
my sweetest and "funniest" friend.
LOL.
die hard 4.0 was dope!
cool man!
thanks yimei for this swt and enjoyable day.
been thinking why there is such a sweet and understanding girl in the world.
she has totally no temper, tons and tons of patience..
and unlimited quanitity and quality of sweetness.
LOL.
i love yimei~~!
*hug*
*looking forward to the next IKEA outing.. LOL*
promise: loads of pic this coming wed* =]
Thursday, July 19, 2007
i dont know why God created pests.
those mother fucking pests.
annoying and disgusting.
and seriously,
i dont know why they like to appear in my room.
its like damn fucking piss.
moth and beetles.
damn them!
appearing in my room for the continuous 2 or 3 nights.
fuck.
wish i can move to a cleaner and newer living environment.
this estate sucks.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Monday, July 16, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
think my biggest mistake is to treat my friends better than myself.
i mean.. those really close one.
time pass..
i stil can find no one who can really understand me.
after so many years,
the same conflict and the same problem.
so tired.
no,
maybe my biggest mistake is the choice of frds i have made.
maybe..
life would be better off w/o them.
i shld start everything,
my whole life,
afresh.
i dont understand..
why the ppl you love most.
make you cry the most too.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
alright, so proud and happy to receive this certificate.
reggae 1 course by O school.
whee~~
today had the last lesson which ended 45 min later than the supposed time.
had so much fun and sense of achievement!
hehe.. i love the last session where everyone stood in a circle and each one came up to the middle and freestyle.
dance and fun and passion =)
okay, another day with my dear xuelin.
haha.. another "throw the face" day..
we had new names.. i named AH-KUM, she named AH-GONG.
so togther, we.. kum gong..
=s
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Saturday, July 7, 2007
no ups and downs for me.
it just keeps going down and down.
took up two tuition jobs last week.
one P5 girl and a P3 boy.
been telling myself to be a responsible tutor.
must help them achieve better grades and to be their permanent tutor.
*grin grin*
but thinking.. do i look so scary?? fierce?? or what?!
every lesson i can sensed the fear in them while im teaching.
whatever it is..
i treat them like my own son and daughter.
LOL.
didnt know i will enjoy teaching this much.
can actually feel the satisfaction, a great one indeed.
=)
been reflecting and thinking on my life.
trying to determine what i really want and who i really need.
used to place friends in front of family.
been putting much focus and concern for my friends than my family.
then i began to realise, some friends dont appreciate.
or worse still, they dont seems to understand you after so many years of frdship.
and when in times of need and help, they arent ard to support you.
friend's loyalty and concern..
not everyone deserve it.
set up some goals for myself.
may sound funny..
but..
at least still a aim in life cann
- find a marketing job and hold on for at least one yr. main aim is to gain experience.
- buy myself a Gucci bag (at least a medium size one) before the age of 23
- get car license before the age of 24
- buy a car (Honda or Mazda) before the age of 3
time to set some goals if you havent have one!=)
Monday, July 2, 2007
| Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy |
![]() You're definitely a flirt - and a good one. But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by. You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you. That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package. |
| You're a Part Time Maneater |
![]() While you're not a black widow, you've definitely left a few guys feeling used and abused. You're only out for fun, but sometimes you get a little carried away with your flirting. Cute guys tend to make you lose control. You really can't help it! You're a good girl at heart... you just can't help but let your bad girl side out sometimes! |
| You Are Totally Prissy |
![]() People should call you princess - that is, if they don't already. You like everything "just so" ...and you don't mind complaining if you're not getting what you want. You're freaked out by anything gross, dirty, or low class. You definitely need to be protected from the world. And while people usually don't mind protecting you, you're prissy antics can get a bit annoying. |
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
gonna do all my individual assignments and proj work frm the start of monday.
in the end,
i did nth.
NOTHING.
what the hell am i thinking?!
so freaking fucked up with myself.
wasting my time away,
being at home, watching tv show,
and more tv shows..
damn hell.
well,
nt too bad afterall..
got some ideas for my assignments actually.
but jus too lazy and lack of motivation to start.
*ding ding*
so what Karen Bay did was..
to dig out her thumbdrive,
deleted some old donkey files,
created 3 EMPTY folders named brand mgtment, sales mgtment and service markting respectively.
=D
*thank you thank you*
*welcome welcome*
Friday, June 15, 2007
Saturday, June 9, 2007
| You Are Apple Green |
![]() You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you. And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive. You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way. Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life. |
| Taurus - Your Love Profile |
![]() Your positive traits: You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad. You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak. Your negative traits: Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships. If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander... You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset. Your ideal partner: Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you. Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave. A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart. Your dating style: Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant. Your seduction style: Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy. Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either. Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time. Tips for the future: Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you. Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best. Lighten up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions. Best color to attract mate: Pale blue Best day for a date: Friday |
| You Are an Appletini |
![]() Most of the time, you're a typical party girl / guy. But when you get super sauced, you really up your sex appeal. |
| Your True Love Is a Scorpio |
![]() Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. |
| You Are Fun Sexy |
![]() You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy. Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down! |
| Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is |
![]() Stars Are Blind by Paris Hilton "I can make you nice and naughty Be the devil and angel too Got a heart and soul and body Let's see what this love can do Baby I'm perfect for you" |
| You Are a Classic Martini |
![]() You area sophisticated drinker, who knows that simple quality is over-rated. You're a knowledgeable drunk, but sometimes you're a know-it-all when you're blasted. You should never: Drink and gossip. You tend to forget who's standing right behind you! Your ideal party: Has a real bartender. But no one mixes a better drink than you. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Chocolate Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Margarita Martini personality |
Monday, June 4, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007
ladies nite + ph eve.
whole club was so darn HOT.
lol.
a happening nite i mus say
fun and cool.
squeezing in and out of the dance floor.
bumping into each other sweaty body.
lol.
went into the club discreetly.
yet, bumped into so many ppl.
haha!
*but sp, very happy to see u lar!
hehe..
saw some cute guys in there.
hmm.. frm my "experience",
cld tell they just started this clubbing "past-time"
or they dont really club often.
haha!
yeah.. these guys are cute for tt time being..
but after a period of time when they start to club often,
they wld turn into jerks who hunt for girls.
hahaa..
*no offence*
Sunday, May 27, 2007
hehe
so happy~
finally the four of us gt to meet up and have a good meal and chat.
the steamboat opp the parco bugis there.
so many ppl..
the tom yam soup was so tasty.
we had been eating for at least 2 hrs i think.
yimei and klara really can eat la..
aiyo!
klara.. very funny lo..
kp joking and laughing..
then yimei asked me if klara cld eat pork when klara met us up after her church service.
*faint*
haha~
oh ya,
i think we were so smelly after we came out frm the steamboat shop lo.
i..
smell of crab+prawn+tom yam
omg!!
klara:"before we eat, we smell the food,
after we eat, we smell like food."
haahaaa
after the steamboat..
the 3 went home.
i met up w eve.
went ser garden.
coffee bean
slack there til 2+
omg..
two rotten girls.
hahaha!!
our topic and jokes revolved ard peipei*
lol
whee~~
then we went prata..
yeah
two fat gals
LOL..
then we had a while of "romantic" walk in the nite.
HAHAHA!!
*muacks eve!!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
cool.
enjoyed myself in the class.
but gotta get myself a new pants.
haha..
lots of energy is needed for reggae.
its like.. this is just the reggae intro course.
i wonder how the reaggae beginner and advance courses would be likee.
LOL
my legs abit sore. =\
yeah..
lin and i were like dying in the end of the class.
i kp looking at the clock, hopes the class would end soon
cos really so tired
then lin said i no stamina ..
hmmpt!
was browsing the web sites of MDIS and PSB.
was thinking of which course to choose and which sch.
being realistic, think i cldnt gt into smu. =(
currently is more interested in the PSB course.
Bachelor of Business (Management / Marketing) (Full-Time) and
Bachelor of Communication (Full-Time)
yeah.. stil business courses..
boring me..
haha!!
maybe going down the sch itself to get more info.
=)
my future super bright k!
HAHAHA~
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
finally we got to sign up the dance course in oschool.
whee~
so happy cann.
we took up reggae which will starts this wed night.
this is the website of oschool..
www.oschool.com.sg
the school is located inside the ntuc trade union hse.
xuelin and i thou it was quite near city hall.
so we took a train to city hall and decided to walk ard and search for the place.
first we walked to the c.h.j.i.m.e.s then cariton hotel then smu..
then we turned back.
cos i thou it was a wrong way.
so we decided to try another route.
but we reached nowhere la. total lost.
then after some discussion and evaluation,
we decided to walked the first route we took again.
again, walked to chjimes, then the cariton hotel, smu..
then somehow..
we reached the ntuc income.
LOL
yeah.. the ntuc trade union hse was just beside it.
and yeah.. my fault to turned back away frm the smu in the first place.
HAHA!
lalala~~
the whole journey frm city hall to oschool was like.. abt 40 min??
hahaa.. and worst,
walking in the fucking humid and warm weather.
after the dance reg and stuff.
lin and me dragged our feet to plaza sing.
haha..
had dinner in the iciban sushi.
laughed like hell inside la. *throw face
LOL
went to cut my fringe in jean yip.
and i regretted it.
even a fringe they also cldnt do a good job.
how to let them do the whole hair???
the skill sucks
the service sucks
the brand itself sucks.
*kinda marketing freak these days..
everything also can relate to brand, services, sales, packaging and everything abt marketin.
lol
whee~~~
i love marketing
haha!!!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
didnt really enjoy the singing session.
no mood.
went serangoon garden later in the night.
coffee bean~
and my fav mocha ice blended.
haha
slacked there til ard 12+
so surprised right!
pr cld actually stay out til so late
LOL
boo!!!
we had a 2 hrs plus chatting session.
pour out whatever and the maximum amt of things i cld say.
thanks gals for listening.
lol
then met up with victor.
went for supper.
prata at our usual place.
lol
and our fav teh ice.
victor can always make me smile and laugh all time.
and he is the only one who is willing to walk home with me frm serangoon.
haha!
though he cld reach home before me,
but he would always send me home first.
my sweet victor~
lol
yet i tortured him with my singing on the way home.
hehe..
i love u guys lar~
*hugs
Friday, May 18, 2007
a restaurant which is newly built in my sch operate by our school staff and students.
one of my marketing proj is to write a report on how to promote the restaurant which zero budget.
kinda easy yet tough job.
well,
the experience inside the top tab was good.
maybe was becos dining with my grp.
LOL
hehe..
the service and the food were better than i expected lar.
at least the staff dont give sucky attitude or what.
the food was good too.
we were talking maybe we can dine in there once a week.
lol
yup
i have a grp of fun and cute proj mates.
thank God.
recently, i dont have the mood to go out hanging ard with frds.
just dont know why.
no mood no energy to entertain anyone.
enjoy nua-ing at home.
and enjoying watching the ch8 9 pm show with my mum.
haha..
gonna be mummy's girl soon.
=)
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
| You Are a Night Person |
![]() For you, there's nothing worse than having to get up and moving early. In fact, you probably don't hit your peak until well after the sun has set. So if your struggling to make it on a normal schedule, realize it's not your fault. You just weren't meant to do anything during the day! |
| You Are 76% Spoiled |
![]() You're pretty spoiled, but you probably don't think you're spoiled enough. No doubt about it, you're living the good life. Maybe a little too good! |
| You Are a Daisy |
![]() You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in. |
| Your EQ is 133 |
![]() 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |




















