i wonder if truth hurts.
i'm a very straightforward gal.
wanted to be very very truthful to dear.
but i wonder if i have unknowingly hurt him..
actually, i dont really bother abt that lar..
cos im telling him all my true feelings and facts what!!!
HAHA!!


hmmm..
sometimes..
i wish dear could be more truthful to me.
as in..
how he really feels and think..
dont want him to hide his own feelings n thoughts..
know he dont wanna spoilt my mood.
know he dont wanna stop me from doing things i enjoy.
know he always care abt how i feel.
heeex!
but actually,
i can feel how he feels even he dont talk it out.
hahaha!!
lalala~~



*karenisahappygal~*

caught dreamgirls with dear.
i was late again =x
sry dear!!
hehe!
*grin grin*
everytime make dear wait n wait..
sigh..

after the movie..
we went walk walk ard..
i suggested far east..
then..
the whole town was packed..
chingay preview lar..
squeezed here n there..
*sweat lotsss*


i went ktv after tt..
left dear alone go home..
hais..
*guilty..
i know dear felt guilty too..
tt he cant spend more time w me.
hehe..
but wo ming bai..!!
heex..
*always missing u k..
bleahhh~~~


went ktv..
sang zero song..
the pub was like full hse lar..
packed.. n..
kinda bore..
so we went china one..
a bar in clarke quay.
i drank quite alot..
dance..
and dance..
most of the time alone..
haha..
but with eyes staring at me..
both males n females..
=s
dont know y lar!
weird ppl..


when i got high..
i will anyhow anyhow sms ppl lar..
then..
i sms-ed dear..
i think i msg crap la..
omg..
lol..


i used to be tt kinda gal..
*i admit..
just fling and more-than-frds less-than-couple tt kinda r/s.
i find it very hard to commit into a serious r/s.
esp being faithful to just one..


but after i met dear..
hehe!!
karen mux..
karen will change!!
haha!
a guy who can makes me commit..
and wanna be a gd faithful and truthful gf...
*he's always on my mind~


dear mayb going back msia nxt wk..
he asked if i wanna go back togther w him..
i wish too~
hehe..
but,
dont know how to ask n approach my mummii..
=\
*god bless me*
LOL

so shag..

stupid gal in my hse.. LOL like nobody biz.. it was ard 4am..

karen n fei mao da ge!! LOL..=x


look at her red face.. haha!

opps.. our red facesss..

3 prettiessss.. woot~

karen kit eve =) *twisttt

siao char bosss

sometime ago.. kinda too high.. *act cute*

my cute nephew.. my cousin's son.. hehe.. *kawaii~

my lil mr ham sum..

pretty sis n i.. hehe

HAPPY CHI NEW YR!!!
=D
went two uncles hse.
one in bishan
another in cck.


one word to describe.
"BORING!!"


HAHA..
first, those uncles aunties would gossip non stop
sec, they would geting louder and LOUDER..
third, none of my cousins are abt the same age as me
forth, being forced to eat and eat and eat.. =\
most imptly, i lost 15 bucks.
LOL


went a ktv pub named " drink drunk drunk"
cute name huh..
chivas greentea..
dah! dah! dah~
haha!
think got a bit too high..
no enough liqour..
mixed coke(40%)+greentea(50%)+chivas(10%)..
played five-ten..
wooottt~
HAHA!!

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish,

I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope,

I'll be your love

Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath

Truly Madly Deeply Do

I will be strong,

I will be faithful

Coz I'm counting on
A new beginning

A reason for living

A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I wanna lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining

Brightly in the velvet sky

I'll make a wish send it to heaven

Then make you want to cry

The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty

That we're surrounded

By the comfort and protection of
The highest powers

In lonely hours

The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I wanna lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby?

You don't have to close your eyes

Coz it's standing right before you

All that you need will surely come

cute lil bear frm alvin

angela da jie and karen!

he said im his lil princess.. LOL

pretty xuelin!!! & ugly karen =(

my sis, melvin kor kor and i



with dk in butter..=)



prettiie rose frm alex.. =D

cuttie linlin

fabian and karen.. cute~~

this.. *ahem*.. so prettiee

gll and bky

LOL

crazy shopping spree with eve and linlin.
shopped almost the entire town.
heiheii..
of cos,
i spent..
quite a lot
2 tops from m-industries, abt $45 for both
1 mango top, $55
1 pair of shoes, $34
total???
$ 134
haha...
wooot~
*wide wide smile*
LOL.

went ktv with sis and eve later on in the night.
first pub:
super fun.
angela works there..
chivas at cheap cheap price..
hahaha!!
but we laughed more than we sing and drink.
=s
whole pub filled by our laughter.
omg..
haha!
later on,
even the other waitress and customers there lol with us.
hahahaha..
mad peepx..
then suddenly
it was playin indian songs..
so we all started dancing.
haha
tts crazy..

ard 2 am..
went off to another pub.
hahaha!
crazy crazy niteee~

verrrriii tirrreee~~~

feeling kinda sick now..
throat pain..
headache..
cold...
*sob*


wheres my medicine???
hehe =p

supposed to be studying nw.
he* asked me nt to online..
must study hard hard..
hehe..
but!
i must blog on what hpn on thurs.
haha!

went crm tutorial..
late for 20 min.. heihei =x
*better than someone.. overslept.. nv go sch at all!*
LOL
rushed into the lift at the first storey.
ALONE.
i pressed on the button to go 5th floor.
the door closed for abt 30 sec..
it opened again!
stil at 1st floor=s
i saw no one.
so i pressed the button to close tt door..
then i began to hear sound of bells =s
i was like..
OMG (peeping my surrounding)
scary k..
but now come to think of it..
kinda lame actually.
HAHA!!!
lalalala*

later in the afternn had my jap role-play
omg..
so damn pai sehhh..
im the main lead..
it was a comedy!
=s ! ! !
kinda nervous..
said few wrong lines..
but...
my tutor was like sooo impressed..
she kp on..
"karen san, u actually can memorise the script to"
"wahhh.. very gd ne"
HAHA!

after my jap class..
pulled by pan xuelin to go tamp safra.
ktv..
drank screwdriver and beer.
hahaha!
sing and sing and sing loo..
LOL
think ppl will classify the 2 of us under
"serious mental disorder"
our conversation was like..
talk one line laugh 1 min..
laugh til my energy all gone.
laugh til my legs so wobby wobby..
idiot..
think xuelin loves to hear me sing..
LOL
*shy la shy la*
my whole day was filled by laughter..
mostly mine and lin's.
kowaii ne!!
hehe...
chotto!!
watashi wa kawaii de lei...
wahaha!

actually..
i dont know why lin like to laugh at me..
me??
or my jokess???
during my jap role play also..
i said wrong things, forget some actions..
my class laugh louder..
!!!???
*depressed*


go study la..
if nt later becomes his bad gal alrdy
LOL


lame la lame la lame la!!!!

stomachache this morning.
lao sai-ed..
LOL
sorry for being so..
disgusting.


met up with eve after my lesson.
serangoo garden.
chomp chomp.
the journey from my sch to ser garden
took me 1.5hr.
SIGH.
waited abt 10 min for bus 23 at my sch bus stop.
transferred bus 27, waited for like 15 min.
the bus damn packed and..
stinks..
haha!
then,
change to bus 136 which go ser garden.
waited for tt damn bus for like...
20 min.
yar..
plus in between those traffic jam time..
1.5 hrs..
from tp to ser garden.
*sorry for my grumbling*
LOL.


eve and i ordered one fried hokkien mee.
we waited, again =\, for like nearly 40 min.
cos tt lady forgot abt our order.
HAIS!
what a great day.


went cafe cartel after dinner.
la ice coffee.
haha!
and tt irritating eve kp CHANTING tt she wanna drink.
hahahaa!


bill time...
actual amt was $15.75
i gave the waiter $14..
with my cartel student card..
eve kp saying it wun be enough
tt waiter came back..
he said we nd to pay 15cents more.
HAHA!
eve: i tell u nt enough liao lo!
me: lidat u can c him( point point e waiter) more times wad!
hehehehe...



*dont know why.. gettin more n more lame*
SIGH

was 20 min late for my tutorial.
=x
lesson ended within like..
45min?
wth right..
my communication skill 2 tutor is a
china man.
but..
is my name tt difficult to pronounce?
actual name: BAY KAR YIN KAREN
he pronounced as: BA KA YIN KAREN
my classmate's name: CHUA SUAT TING AMANDA
he pronounced as: CHA SIEW TING AMANDA
WTF????
sack him sack him!!!
he insulted both my name and my family name!!
bleah~~~

im like..
so so so so BORE...
just finished two papers this afternn.
well well,
aint tt gd..
haha..
bullshitted the whole paper.
waha!
have two more papers.
one on fri
another the nxt mon..
=(
no mood for mugging..
arghh~


got one sweet cum cute guy...
asked me hows my paper once i gt online
eewww~~
so sweet!!
HAHA!


supposed to be mugging now actually.
ahhh!!!
what am i doing here???


vacation is just ard the corner.

hehe~

gonna work!!

money money~~

found two part times..

1. waitress at st james power stat

2. a skincare n cosmetic sales asst

which one???

my hp wallpaper *wink*

my 2 emo partners

heihei~~

supposed to be a day for mugging.
went for sushi instead.
slack inside sakae for more than 2 hrs.
heihei..
did try to mug.
went subway.
mug abt...
0.5 hr??
hahaha..
cool huh..





been a long time we can really relax and have some fun.
bitching whatever under the sun.
=)
enjoyed this simple and swt day.
filled by our kowaii (horrible in jap) laughter.
WAHAA!

tests nxt week!
two papers on mon and one on the fri.
have no mood no motivation to study at all!


have been feeling lost and confused.
dont know what i really want
and what i need.
so lost..
i like the course im studying..
but tts not really my passion..


passion??
dancing?
thot of attending dance class.
even thot of becoming one dance instructor.
im like..
far from this.
no courage.
no money.
no supports.
=(



DO I HAVE TT FLING LOOK??
or whatever shit???
my fault or those guys?
*sigh
sad la..

its been a long long time since my last blogging.
hehe.
yuppy..
im back!
my new blog =)
got miss my posting anot??
wahahaha!
ive loads of ranting..
but..
tired.
took a hr to find new blogskin and stuff..
wth.
hehe
*wink