chest pain.. since the morning i woke up.
was alrdy late for work.
i stubbornly headed to work despite the chest pain.
not only chest pain, i had breathing difficulty, nausea and gastric pain.
cabbed to work.
reached the office.. felt as if im dying.
was shivering since i stepped into the office.
i skipped lunch.
and.. i puked the water that i just drank earlier on.
yeah.. i puked in the office.. into the rubbish bin behind me.
damn awful!
was shivering like hell, cldnt tolerant anymore eventually, i packed my bag and went off.
cabbed back to hg wanted to head down to the company doc.
then, it was closed on every wed!
you say suay or not laa!
went to another clinic.. no choice.
okay, so the doc's evaluation was..
im too stress.. the muscle ard my chest and ribcage there contract too much and cldnt relax.
yea.. i think he is alrdy the sec or third doc who told me that i was too stress up.
true or not???
im not sure either. sigh.
think my life is really messed up man.
took my medication, but i stil feel the chest area kinda tense.
=(


okay.. time to go bed.
hope tmr can be better.. much better.

life...
just sucks.
ever since mos closed, my nightlife is gone too.
did went some short drinking at pubs and lounge.
but.. i miss clubbing!
sigh.


been feeling so sick of going work.
too a mudane life.
kinda cant stand it anymore.
first, i hate having to wake up early in the morning.
second, im so sick of being deskbound from monday to friday, 830am to 6pm daily.
thirdly, i hate having to "squeeze" myself into the train and bus every mornin and evenin.
forth, office is full of boring ppl and stuff.
lastly, am gettin more and more envious of those full time uni students.
so what now?
*BLANK*



chivas w green tea more ice pls...

backiee~~
sucha long time since my last entry.
well..
life is like kinda busy lately.
with???
mmm... work, studies, and of cos.. nightlife!
haha.
was damn sad cos MOS closed.
sigh~
i miss MOS! .. serious!!
nowhere to go... ppl.. pls jio me out. haha.


okay, serious matter.
the previous term's result was out.

HR management:
Pre-course assignment: B-
Learning Journal: B+
Main assignment: C+
Exam: B

Economic Policy & Strategies:
Pre-course assignment: B+
Learning Journal: B
Main assignment: B
Exam: E+ (knncb!)


i dont know whether this kinda result is gd or bad.
well, was kinda satisfied plus disappointed


was pretty stressed up lately.
assignments dateline.
exam is nearly.
having imbalance of:
sleep (either insomnia or excessive slping)
diet (either totally no appetite or excessive eating)
mood (super high/super low)
smoking crave (5 sticks a day/ half++ pack a day)
wtf huh...