time flies.. real fast.
been working in the company for 2mths and 8 days.
seriously, currently, i prefer working to studying.
through working.. i learn more and get to know more ppl.
karen is building her own career now!
i keep telling myself:
listen more, speak less, learn more.
make mistakes, admit and learn.
ask qn but not silly qn.
always stay humble.
every new day is a new lesson.
=)
well think i shld elaborate my job. hehees...
sales support executive is my job title.
ECS Computers (Asia) is my company.
is an IT company. the second largest IT distributor in spore.
brands im involve in are Acer and EMC.
now im more familiar with harddisks, SATA, fiberchannel, iSCSI, storage, archieving, servers, monitors, OS, ATA, SAN, NAS, CAS, DAS and blah and blah.
IT industry is one which i never thought of stepping in before.
at first, i was told my job scope is to do event and marketing plans for EMC and some paperworks.
eventually, i got to know more EMC products which are mostly storage and backup products.
then, my boss is starting to let me handle some Acer products such as notebooks and desktops.
well, i must say its a totally different experience and exposure.
and i love this job. =D
IT line is moving so fast and is a kinda motivation for me to move forward at all times.
moreover, i have great colleagues and bosses.
*thanks for all the encouragements and patience.
til now, im determine to stay in this industry and with this company.
*karen is just a lucky girl right?
what a good start for me.
yet, on the other hand,
my studies sucks. dont bother to put in effort for my assignments.
"bo sim" to study for exams.
thought of deferring my studies.
put it to a pause for maybe half a yr or so.
will it be a wise choice??
sigh.
growing up is a scary process indeed.
This is me;
i sleep in the daytime.
i love to drink and dance.
yes.. i smoke.. i'm a glutton too.
i do have lust, greed and envy sometimes..
i'm such a sinner.
still waiting for God to give me a rebirth.
i'm karen.
life is about the quality, not the quantity.
i love to drink and dance.
yes.. i smoke.. i'm a glutton too.
i do have lust, greed and envy sometimes..
i'm such a sinner.
still waiting for God to give me a rebirth.
i'm karen.
life is about the quality, not the quantity.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
good news for you girls!
new spree is up now at:
http://mybellehouse.blogspot.com
items include tops, bottoms, dress and accessories
do take a look and pls support!
new spree is up now at:
http://mybellehouse.blogspot.com
items include tops, bottoms, dress and accessories
do take a look and pls support!
Friday, July 11, 2008
my blog.. so i post my most most most frank feelings and thinking now.
i have 3 besties during my seconday sch time.
nono.. i think now on.. i shld use ...
i had 3 besties during my seconday sch time.
maybe because of the environments we move to after sec sch or the diff ppl we mixed w or our characters and mindset or time or whatever shit,
we drifted more and more and more.
this kinda entry is pretty often seen in my blog hur?
yar.. so i think this gonna be the last.
I THINK.. they dont understand the theory of "give and take" in relationships.
they dont know how to appreciate.
the effort and hopes i have are drying up.
I FEEL.. the 6-7 years of frdship..
they dont understand my character and my likings at all.
they are like stones and rocks.. no changes can be seen in their lifes, while the ppl ard them and the environments ard them are constantly changing and improving.
they seems to be living in caves and mountains forever.
it is as if they are staying in their own world. noo.. they are alrdy.
whenever i need them, they are nowhere to be found.
maybe they can be very good scriptwriters.
cos they are experts in making excuses, slacking and lazing ard which means they have plently of free time, they have kinda good imagination and creativity cos they are so lack of exposure to the real world that they think they are living in fairytales and they dream and dream instead of living it.
all these may sound so sarcastic and offending.
but they are jus what i think and how i feel.
well, in another way,
is it my fault tht they make me think and feel this way?
then who is gg to feel sorry for my effort made so far?
i am not trying to ask for a return or more.
just reflecting... maybe its time to wake up and stop being so naive to think that they are stil my besties and not to spend effort which wil definitely be wasted.
*blogging during office hr hur... heeess
i have 3 besties during my seconday sch time.
nono.. i think now on.. i shld use ...
i had 3 besties during my seconday sch time.
maybe because of the environments we move to after sec sch or the diff ppl we mixed w or our characters and mindset or time or whatever shit,
we drifted more and more and more.
this kinda entry is pretty often seen in my blog hur?
yar.. so i think this gonna be the last.
I THINK.. they dont understand the theory of "give and take" in relationships.
they dont know how to appreciate.
the effort and hopes i have are drying up.
I FEEL.. the 6-7 years of frdship..
they dont understand my character and my likings at all.
they are like stones and rocks.. no changes can be seen in their lifes, while the ppl ard them and the environments ard them are constantly changing and improving.
they seems to be living in caves and mountains forever.
it is as if they are staying in their own world. noo.. they are alrdy.
whenever i need them, they are nowhere to be found.
maybe they can be very good scriptwriters.
cos they are experts in making excuses, slacking and lazing ard which means they have plently of free time, they have kinda good imagination and creativity cos they are so lack of exposure to the real world that they think they are living in fairytales and they dream and dream instead of living it.
all these may sound so sarcastic and offending.
but they are jus what i think and how i feel.
well, in another way,
is it my fault tht they make me think and feel this way?
then who is gg to feel sorry for my effort made so far?
i am not trying to ask for a return or more.
just reflecting... maybe its time to wake up and stop being so naive to think that they are stil my besties and not to spend effort which wil definitely be wasted.
*blogging during office hr hur... heeess
Sunday, July 6, 2008
when conflict happens.
one only have two reactions:
1.speak up their mind and show their true feelings OR
2.hide whatever i think/feel, avoid whatever involve and run.
i used to be the no.2 type.
run as far as i could and avoid as much as i could.
but as time pass, with the enironment and ppl ard me, i slowly changed into a no.1 person.
and i starts to realise, how annoying and sickening to be with ppl of the no.2 personality.
cmon, we are all humans with the brain, eyes, mouths, ears and the hearts to judge whats the truth and the lies.
why cant ppl jus open up themselves and speak up their minds rather than jus keeping whatever stuff and let whatever that is happening get worse.
yar, one may needs lots of courage to speak up.
but, since you have the courage to make a particular decision at the beginning, i dont see why you dont have the courage to speak up and give a better and a "prettier" conclusion.
avoiding and running away from problems is such a coward and jerk-ish act!
well, many ppl, be it girls or boys, ladies or gentlemen, tend to use avoiding as a way to solve problems.
i think they are making the biggest mistake ever!
pls.. use your brain and think! what does avoiding the problem lead to?
more problems/sadness/heartaches/confusions/misunderstanding/anger??
or more... sorry cant think of any positive leads.
seems like this entry im shooting someone off??
yar i am!
lalalalalala~~
one only have two reactions:
1.speak up their mind and show their true feelings OR
2.hide whatever i think/feel, avoid whatever involve and run.
i used to be the no.2 type.
run as far as i could and avoid as much as i could.
but as time pass, with the enironment and ppl ard me, i slowly changed into a no.1 person.
and i starts to realise, how annoying and sickening to be with ppl of the no.2 personality.
cmon, we are all humans with the brain, eyes, mouths, ears and the hearts to judge whats the truth and the lies.
why cant ppl jus open up themselves and speak up their minds rather than jus keeping whatever stuff and let whatever that is happening get worse.
yar, one may needs lots of courage to speak up.
but, since you have the courage to make a particular decision at the beginning, i dont see why you dont have the courage to speak up and give a better and a "prettier" conclusion.
avoiding and running away from problems is such a coward and jerk-ish act!
well, many ppl, be it girls or boys, ladies or gentlemen, tend to use avoiding as a way to solve problems.
i think they are making the biggest mistake ever!
pls.. use your brain and think! what does avoiding the problem lead to?
more problems/sadness/heartaches/confusions/misunderstanding/anger??
or more... sorry cant think of any positive leads.
seems like this entry im shooting someone off??
yar i am!
lalalalalala~~
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