This is me;

i sleep in the daytime.
i love to drink and dance.
yes.. i smoke.. i'm a glutton too.
i do have lust, greed and envy sometimes..
i'm such a sinner.
still waiting for God to give me a rebirth.
i'm karen.
life is about the quality, not the quantity.

Monday, March 31, 2008

Family denotes a group of people affiliated by consanguinity, affinity, and co-residence. Although the concept of consanguinity originally referred to relations by "blood," many anthropologists have argued that one must understand the notion of "blood" metaphorically, and that many societies understand 'family' through other concepts rather than through genetic distance.

personally,
family to karen..
is just a group of ppl tied up togther w the "same blood".
that it's.


parents, siblings, uncles, aunties, cousins...
they are just a title, a status, a term.
whats more??
no.


parents..
whats their expectation for their children?


she thinks..
girls dont need much education, gonna marry a man anyway.
girls shouldnt stay out late, ppl may think and perceive what we are doing outside.
girls shouldnt smoke and drink.
girls staying out late are up to sth bad.


she wants me to...
furking get a job so i dont waste her money any longer.
contribute some $$$ to the family.
be a nerd and stay at home watch show, eat and slp.
listen to every single word she says. maybe even any punctation if there is.
stay at home other than going out for sch/work.


well well..
karen's lifestyle:
spend everyday as if there is no tmr.
enjoys being w her friends no matter where or when or doing what.
yar, she loves to club, drink, smoke and stay out late.
slp during daytime instead.
all because she knows..
she cant predict what will hpn the nxt day.
she jus loves her frds and their companionship.
loves dancing and the half-drunk state.
she hates the sun.


many would think how cld i always go against my parents,
its so unfilfial.
as a child, i dont understand how a parent would feel and their worries.
but,
as parents,
shldnt they just want their children to be happy, enjoy life, experience life and support whats their child's life philosophy.


im so sick and tired of everything.
i just cant wait to move out on my own.


it doesnt matters much anymore.
whatever stuff that need to be bother.
all matters is karen's own style of living.


because of them,
i suffer from depression, insomnia and self-inferior.
whos there to help me?
no one.