i begin to hate myself.
everything i do seems so wrong.
helpless.
im a burden.
in my family,
friends..
and every presence of mine is a burden.
i wanna escape.
but im so scared and lonely.
i wanna fight.
but im alrdy so tired.
really so confused now.
dont know what to do.
i felt even more helpless and weak after crying.
but i cldnt help it.
the tears just kp on flowing and dropping.
im nt numb.
just ache all over.
