been such a fuckin long time since my last blog entry!
been having problems logging and posting in blogspot.
well.. the last few weeks were gd.
yet not too gd.
was struggling with sch projects and exams.
had fun in obar.
my skin allergy is driving me insane.
many times i wonder..
why do i have this hereditary skin problem.
i always feel so envious of girls who have smooth, flawless.. healthy skin.
sometimes i do wish..
its just a temp curse/spell.
but no. its gonna be w me til my last breathe.
its not just the exterior, the looks.
its the "pain" of havin a skin problem.
seriously i not 100% sure of what im allgergic to.
i can only guess and try.. predict.. risk.
to do a exact blood test to show what im really allergic to..
it will cost nearly a thousand of dollars here in spore.
worth it?
i dont know.
since.. theres no exact cure to it.
i asked "what for???"
or sometimes i wish im muthafuckin rich.
i can have royal jelly, pearl powder, bird nest everyday.
best if i can do a plastic surgery for my skin.
whatever injection or shit can do.
just anything to get rid of the feeling of..
having thousands or millions of ants crawling under my skin.
okay.. yucks.
dont know why im typing this.
supposed to be blogging on my latest family gathering.
maybe.. the next day.
:(
